YD La Mar


Minorities writing minorities.
Horrific monsters you both fear and love.
When the men are monsters and the monsters are men.


The Marred Heart Pact

A sanctuary for marred hearts, dark minds, and the ones who still believe in the power of stories.No algorithms. No exploitation. Just a shared love for monsters, broken things, and the words that give them voice.Here in my membership, you’re not just a reader. You’re part of the bloodline that keeps these stories alive.


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A very limited run of special editions is now tucked into my direct store—here for only a brief breath, only until the anthology’s final run. If it calls to you, claim it while it still lingers. Once it’s gone, it won’t return.=====SE includes blue ribbon, endpapers, sprayed edges


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The attractions are alive. The shadows bite. And just when I think I’ve reached peak insanity, Death himself shows up—and he is not amused.So yeah. I’m Rina. Trapped in a cursed carnival, fighting off eldritch horror, romantic doom, and my own crippling fear of dying alone and single.Welcome to the Red Lantern Circus. Don’t worry—no one gets out alive.

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Home of dark monsters you both fear and love. Where the men are monsters and the monsters are men.

I make an effort to utilize minorities as my character leads in the books I write. I feel this is my calling. How many times have I, myself, searched high and low for romance/dark romance... or any book for that mater... that had characters I could relate to? Only to come up with very few or none at all.It shouldn’t have to be this way.

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I’m deeply grateful to every soul who chooses to support me directly—your kindness breathes life into indie authors like me, especially in these shifting times. Still, if it’s easier for you, my work also waits quietly for you in the familiar halls of Amazon.

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A fallen angel dark horror

What happens when the angel sworn to protect you is the one who falls just to find you?
Because not every fall is a mistake.
And angels aren’t always the first to burn.